[Celtore]: 126.Answer

In my head I am locked inside
On purpose I hide
Not from the world but from the future
She has killed me twice
And she wouldn’t take my advice
I called her twice, was no answer
Guilt is spreading through my like cancer
I told her to tell but she wouldn’t
She said that she really shouldn’t
Maybe she did the day I left
Told the secret she shouldn’t have kept
8 damn years he tortured her
Oh, fuck did he torture her
He killed her on the inside
Told her fibs and lies
His death would be my greatest treasure
His blood on my hands I would treasure
I prayed to God twice that night
Prayed that I would miss my flight
Miss it and stay
Not go far away
To be there when she told
Be there to have someone to hold
I loved her to much to leave
But I had to leave
I called her twice, but there was no answer
I prayed to God…..no answer
DAMNIT SOMEONE ANSWER ME!