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[Today for you, tomorrow for me]: 256.Poetry.Ref
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The abyss seems endless
Emotions threatening to take over
Shame . . .
Guilt . . .
Fear . . .
Pain . . .
Confusion . . .
Helplessness . . .
Why?
No rational thought
Just the chaos in my head . . .
Just the blame . . .
The constant fear . . .
The silent hatred . . .
The shame and humiliation,
The worthlessness you feel
Why?
Trying to gin control
Feeling guilt
When you know there is no source
No source for it to come from
The feeling that if you are you
You betray those you love
No freedom
No joy
Why?
By guilt
Helpless . . .
Hopeless . . .
With the constant thought
“Its all my fault”
Painful memories . . .
Haunted by them
Shamed by them
Why?
So much blame
Its all your fault
You’re weak
You deserve it
You don’t have
The privilege of freedom
Love, support, self-worth
They will not be yours
Why?
You don’t understand . . .
You have no purpose
There feels like no reason to continue
You’re not good enough
For much of anything
And yet, what did you did
You blame yourself
Why?