[~*Lonely Wanderer*~]: 264.From me to You

The rain falls to the ground
These salty tear’s spread world ‘round
Beginning to think I’ve made a mistake
Something I shouldn’t have done
Something we should re-think

The cold wind on my future grave
The casket holding my hollowed frame
When I die my last scene
Is picking flowers with you on May 13th

I miss the high school years I never had
Since I never spent them, it’s so sad
I wish to be with you, I truly do
But it’s kind of hard, being here without you

I’m in someone else’s hands now
Never fear
I wouldn’t leave you
Not for a million years

I’m watching you
As you would for me
You tried to save my life
But in your hands you lost something

I’m sorry it ended up this way
I truly am
I’m sorry you got drunk that day
And ended up killing me instead

I’m sorry I’m gone from you
I really am
I really did love you
So I’ll be watching you instead

I don’t want this letter to be too long
Just short and sweet
To the point
Blunt and neat

I love you forever and a day
You’d promised to never go away
But I’m the one who left, who died
So I’ll stay there on the grave you said
But you lied

Everyone has left me
Continued on with their lives
Even my dear parents
Who still simply survive
They’ve left me, done otherwise

I’m left here atop the hill
Viewing yonder when the sun spills
I sit here atop my grave
Reading the notes you saved

Little things here and there
I’ll sit there for the sunny days
The snowy, the dreary, and the wear
I cannot feel the harshest cold
The unkindly wind
That may blow and blow

Things seem different now
When looked upon with a different sight
I wonder how
Could I miss the light?

I may be buried six feet down
But I can still wander my hometown
So many things every day change
From the gas stores
To the people
The homes
The entire thing
Everything seems so different than what it used to be

So I’m running out of blood as ink
I guess it’s time for my eternal rest
But here’s my last thought for you to think
And I hope you will be forever blessed

These words are from me to you
No one else is meant to read
The pain filled words I wrote with blood ink
It took a few pages, quite a few lines
But I made it, but I’m out of time

I’m going to sleep now, forever
Move on with you life
Because I love you
No matter what happens
I’m out of blood for ink
So here I go, I’m through

These words are
From me to you

“From me to You”
9:34 p.m. July 23, 2006
© ~Jenn