[shadow in the midst]: 279.Luv Ya:P

i tell myself your not the one
yet nobody can compare to you
i tell myself theres other ones
but my heart aches for something true

still i sit here telling lies
to myself and everyone around
im stuck in this stupid thought
of what or whom im bound

still i dont know how to forget
your body so perfectly formed
my nerves yearning for the touch of your face
and yet my heads not informed

i love the thought of your smile
just wish it was made for me
so i could feel the way others feel
and for just a second i could see

i could see the way others feel
the way that we could be
if only i was some one different
and didnt have to be me

but i am who i am
and theres nothing to change
so ill just have to forget
let my thoughts rearrange

forget your face
that i forever adored
wondering why
i hadnt asked u for more~