2006-07-20 shadow in the midst: I would like to describe this one. I have had many false issues of readers who find something different but hopefully I can make this reading more understandable and pleasant. [shadow in the midst]: 279.dear insanity
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Such a beautiful state in a Miss
Will beguiled in such a touch
... Beguiled in such a kiss
Placed with me one more time
You drove me; loved me; changed
Stilled with thoughts; stilled with life
Life without; life astranged
Dear o sweet and sternful one
Without you life's uncertain
Show your foolish ways once more
Your illusion almost forgotten
No one loves you nor will like I do
I wish you were here with me
Life isnt the same, against my hope
Bring me back, dear insanity
Here I am talking about a female who I personally loved. She disguised her touches and kisses as passionate, but if that were so she would be here. Even though I had her again she left me... again. She was my life, my will, everything left in me. The moments I was with her are what stand out in my life and I forever live within them. Without her... there is no life. Without her there is no goal. Even though with her doesnt make much sense, without her makes even less and it tears me apart how long we ve been separated. I loved her more than any other... and nothings right without her. She drove me crazy... yet she s the only one I can ever live with...