[Dead/Alive]: 308.Cold As Death
In the dark of my room I lay,
My mind, wracked with pain so great
It pulls me beneath.
Beneath the tides of emotion my mind sinks,
Deeper and deeper I fall,
Into the arms of the waiting peace.
NO!! I WILL NOT GO!!
I DON’T WANT TO GO HERE AND NOW!!!
SOMEONE HELP ME OUT OF THIS PIT OF PAIN!!
THIS PRISON OF MY MIND!!
Why does no one come?
Do they not care?
Can they not see me sinking,
Hear me screaming for their help?
Fading in the distance, I can see them all leaving
Leaving me in this prison…
It’s cold, my body is numbing, my mind, fading…
After what seems like an eternity, I finally awake.
Dazedly, I gaze around the room.
Every one is crying,
Where am I?
I don’t remember being here…
It is that moment that I turn to gaze upon myself.
Laying in a casket, cold, lifeless eyes closed…
Over and over I scream, unable to accept what I see,
I run, as fast as I can move I make for the door.
But no matter how fast or long I run, the door never nears.
I’m stuck, bound to this place for eternity…