[bloody kisses]: 558.Harsh Emotion.Mind Reading

No one ever knows for sure what the other is thinking. Although we fascinate ourselves with the idea of knowledge it doesn’t follow suit. No one can read minds, just eyes and they mislead. But with a fair face as honest as yours I cannot help but wonder if it’s me behind your eyes that make your lashes flutter. I know I imagine you with me; my finger on your skin; my lips upon your neck; my hands tight around your waist. I look upon your frame and feel desire rush my skin to be pressed onto it. I’m afraid to converse with you; I don’t know how I’d react to proximity. I don’t want you to dislike me…how am I to say I want you? To express how I feel?

But catching me by surprise, I realize you in front of me. You smile and press me against the wall and you place your lips roughly to mine…

[10/2/08]