[bloody kisses]: 558.So Called Life (suicide entries).Sirens Aren't the Perfect End To a Night

Nothing's ever right unless you allow it to be. Daddy's gone again, this time he won't come back. Nothing will ever feel right until you pretend for it to be. Mommy will only put the bottle down if she is. If I push it hard enough, will everything be perfect through my eyes, will it all go back to how it was?

Nothing's ever fine unless you allow it to be. Covering my eye with makeup will only make it worse. Nothing will ever be right until you pretend for it to be. Busted lip and burn marks will go if I will them to, he doesn't care - not since his daddy left him ten. If I push it hard enough, will everything be perfect through my eyes, will it all go back to how it was?

Nothing's ever right unless you allow it to be. Why won't she say no and hit him back...Nothing will ever feel right until you pretend for it to be. If she won't stop him, I'll call the cops. If I push it hard enough, will everything be perfect through my eyes, will it all go back to how it was?

Nothing's ever fine unless you allow it to be. Mommy is crying again, I hear daddy's curses. Nothing will ever be right until you pretend for it to be. Why won't daddy stop himself? Is the drink that bad? Mommy's friend is taking me away...sirens going in the front yard... If I push it hard enough, will everything be perfect through my eyes, will it all go back to how it was?