[dark starlight]: 640.Disdain Still Reigns Over the South

We hold these bayous close to hearts,
Between chicken wire these screams echo,
Held trapped blue jays,
Swan of evil,
Stripping away a soul guarded,
Leaving behind tears and broken promises,
Hollowing out unholy, vows forsaken,
Inhaling until fire singes flesh,
Allowing demons to escape with every exhaled breath,
Popping brain cells to diminish memories,
Messages of abjection,
Pain hiding under Kohl and tanning oils,
Catching the knowledge that our bridges are soaked in gasoline
Yelling into bathroom mirrors,
Reflections showing abused spirit,
Fear of a touch that could bare it all,
Reveal secrets just a tongue's tip away,
I do not know the taste of truth upon my lying lips.
Dying feels so fucking good,
Numb for days,
Unfazed from thoughts of waves to come,
Undone love
Renounced allies,
Left to combat sorrow with a bag of false euphoria.
Injecting violence with a syringe of hate,
Filters littering every corner,
Smoke rings billowing from mouths rendered mute,
Silent plea for solace,
No bolt can be snapped,
No dream to stop a nightmare,
Tied to a world where skies play premonitions like a movie theater,
Unchaing rage, I have no reason,
Exhausted from an internal battle,
Coming out,
A broken and Tortued Nothing.