[squirrel1890]: 740.Reaching For That Hand

It seems as though things get worse just as they start to get better...
your hurting inside and you let it show, but you rather not let it become noticeable... Why did this happen you ask yourself as your sitting and crying because you don't know what the outcome will be.
You hope and pray things will be ok because you want to seem strong when you’re really not... You’re breaking down because the situation is so severe, but you feel you have no faith left... You need someone’s shoulder to cry on, but scared of what they think or what they will say... Threes more than just one situation going on and will you try to stay strong?
They see a look on you that says you want to talk, but can you really, truly open up?
You want to open up and reach for the hand that is willing to help, but you’re afraid of running away or they will just leave you once they get what they want?
Something inside you is telling you to reach, but you’re stuck because there too far away and you don't think they understand...
Why can't you reach for the hand that's willing to stay and be there with you all the way...?