Hrmm. This blog seems empty-ended, but i'm still bored, so what tha hell?

I'm sitting here bored out of my mind, pudding spoon in my mouth as I type, my puppy scraping against the window, and i'm trying to remember how to put your writings into paragraph form >_<

Not to mention (stops and grabs a spoon full of chocolate puddin' repeating the following, "I'm a pretty little girl, who wants a [accent each word] pop tart.) I keep starting to want to cry because Bella is about to lose Edward in "New Moon" by Stephenie Meyer, and I miss Austin. But he has Emily, so at least he's happy. *sarcastic look* Why can't I be happy for him? Though the most I could hope for here is that Mary may possibly break up with her bf and suddenly want me, ooorrr Montie suddenly fell in love with me.

Seeing as how I dont see either of those happening very soon, i'm alone, the only boys that I can find that "love" me are online, and I need physical connection as well as emotional and verbal and such. I need someone to hold me when i'm feeling like shit, someone to comfort me (or cary Midol) while i'm PMSy and bound to cry. Someone to hug, to kiss, to hold my hand. Someone I can go on dates with. No one who actually thinks they "love" me, or hell even like me, is anywhere near me, and one guy that is is three years older and after some other chicks heart. So yeah, I'm just screwed.

And now my only comfort at the moment, my chocolate puddin', is almost gone! *sniffle* anyone got a Midol? *mumbles* a guy even?

Okay, so, I found out I'm way too emotional at the moment, but I found a perfect way to start off Dahl's story! Gotta love Stephenie Meyer man! I'll start writing it soon, but I'm asking my mother kindly to let me get a writersco, so i'll pretend to sign up for another, and just keep this one.
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If she tells me I can of course, i've been telling her about it a lot latley, so she knows I really want one. *shrugs* well, I s'pose i'm off to start me new story...

Alright, I plan on writing stories of my RPing characters.

Dahlyai (doll-E-aa) - An Elf, she's a Rogue, and was once trained to be a killer; she was a spy.

and of course,

Nazh (Nash) - My vampire kitty! Dahlyai found her after she became a Rogue, and she is the only friend Dahl can trust.

I hope they sound interesting.

Oh oh, and I plan on writing about Mith, a very, VERY sexy vampire that...well you can wait for him.

But he's MY sexy boy, back off <.< | >.>

lol, but still waiting for a bf.

or a girlfriend.

oh also about my writing, with me being Bisexual, I write about lesbians sometimes. Don't like it, don't read it. Don't blow me out because i'm going to your world of fire, but let me ask you this, for those that would feel that need.

If your beloved Heaven has so many faces depending on cultures, but Hell only has one, which face should you trust?

To me it sounds like Heaven could end up being worse than Hell, so does it really matter if i believe in either one to you?

okay got my stories up, im bored.

might as well talk.

let's see im extreamly ... well emotionally unstable atm because i just broke up with the guy of my effin dreams, the guy i love, and the guy that out of every chick that he could have (the whole school) he had chosen me. But he chose me a bit late, because by the time he asked me out i was about to move in about 1 and a half months so we tried long distance right? well i couldnt take it any longer and now he's dating the cute flute player Emily and im here alone wishing i had someone to catch me fall.

so now im waiting for some random bloke to find himself fallen on my tattered tracks, and hopefully hed find his way to love me.

*shrugs* nope aint gonna happen

got mah first story up hahahahahaha

okay anyhow, its old, but whatever *shrugs* whom evers out there, please read? im gonna work on my poems too, prolly have em up by tonight

*kisses*

btw:

I CANT BE A MOVIE STAR CUZ I DONT HAVE MY BAGELS!!!

blah blah blah

someone help me!

jeezum crackers! i dont know how to post, no ones assisting me, where the heck am i spossed to get without writings!!!

man i miss elfwood, everything was quite plain in sight there.

save woordpad/notepad as .html (which was why i had to leave) and click "post ticker" so wtf?

well, maybe after i get postings i might actually start posting real blogs...haha!

you all suck.
bite/chew, whichever you prefer.

welp, my day sucked, and i have the feeling no one cares, not to mention no ones paying attention. So i'll continue not caring.

my heart is oh so syrupy, it sticks to everything and all can have it.

*cough*

i love sarcasm.

anyhow, i plan to post a poem of mine today, no matter how long it takes and how often i must click out of this window it better come up.

*sighs*

this sucks, elfwood was easier.

frackin computer.

okay, i just wrote this and now i have to rewrite this...and i tend to add a bunch more so if youre interested keep up, lol.

im new to this, dont expect my writing to come fast, i still need to figure this thing out.

also, its not always me on here, so just like...chill lol, i have a friend that comes on here, dunno why, but he does.

things about me, i enjoy writing, its all ive ever known. i dont really care about sports unless i can tackle someone, or kick the crud outta them, like football and soccer. (woops, i didnt mean to shatter your shin! i thought it was the ball...)

my fav color is lime green, im not the preppy chick my sister wants me to be. i wish i could sink into the distance without a moments hesitated glance. i write to get my inside dreams out, my short emotional fits, which i have alot of, and my thoughts. I do this so that it seems it wasnt me, and it seems it is from the person i strategically made in my mind.

you will notice my character names are a bit strange...i like Y's. but oh well.

*pulls out a pillow and starts beating everyone*

i wont be who you want me to be, i wont be someone to push into doing something. i am me, i am me, i am me. you cant change that and no one will. who cares if my fav genre of music is metal & punk & ska? its not you, tis me. i could care less what you think unless its something that could come in handy later on in life, so dont even try to put me down with the use of misuesed grammer and words, and if i do a come back it will irritate you because i dont use the power of insulting your appearance, i normally mess with your sub consience.

now, enough about me, what about you?

im too depressing to keep going, im trying to stay nice, and stay away from most of my emotions, not working so...

HUGGLE ATTACK!

lol, see ya in the uppers!

maybe...

DUN DUN DUNNNNN!!!



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