Pessimism vs. Optimism

The romance of regret
Is nothing to forget
So tear the world in two
To never find anything new

The romance of regret
Is what you find inside
When you look back and
Feel the need to cry

But tears can be enjoyable
In every way possible
Even when they’re for the worst things

But tears can be enjoyable
In the best way plausible
If you have someone to hold you and sing

The romance of regret
Is only a mind set
Like all forms of passion
And discovered like a first kiss – accident

The romance of regret
Is only what you hide
To bring back for later times
To hate what you’ve become in lies

If I can hate myself
And hate to live, hate to love
Can you love me for my
Outstanding hatred for you too?

I thought he saved me from the past.
But he saves me from myself.

Is that why I love him,
Or is it everything else that I believe?

Or am I just a fool in his way while he's making his own plans?

The worst part is that even when I tried to tell myself leaving him was for the best - I still love him. I still can't come up with a reason to why I did break up with him.

Am I making him 'love' me back?

I've realized it makes more sense for me to believe that the very repeated motto of, "Everything happens for a reason," is actually quite false. With a simple change in words it fits so much more into what life really is.

"Everything happens with a reason."

So an action may have an after affect that's better, or worse, and looking back you may find a reason - but that doesn't necessarily mean that one little thing is why it all happened. It is simply what made other moments happen, what set them into place.

I just realized my page is getting sloppy...

I'm not even posting a lot compared to what I'm writing, heh. Fun >_<

Can I even - complicate your breathing ...

http://youtube.com/watch?v=25mOMFf9wuI&;feature=related

http://youtube.com/watch?v=MCDsTW-2nNY&;feature=related

How is it there's always those words stuck inside your head that you don't know how to express?

Or that there's those emotions you don't know how to suppress?

Ideas that never make sense out loud...

Tonight I saw the 7 o'clock showing of the Dark Knight, and my was it brilliant!

It had everything!!! And might I say with all those explosions, I'm not sure if all the temptation of the crowd was formed by the vibrations given off or truly the two sexy men on the screen. I was quite taken away and Heath Ledger was born for the exact role. It was brilliant, mind blowing, predictable in the all the wrong ways that make it right, and worth the extra spent on popcorn.

You all MUST see it!

Don't look to me like I judge your appearace, don't force me down because you do. Your colour means nothing to me and never will, but you decide to take pride then decide I may not participate in mine. If I am white that does not mean I cannot support my own rights because we have them now. So do you, you are simply not supplied enough with your own dignity and that is what you lack. Find yourself before you decide that I may not be me, and take pride in the fact that I can.

Mirabilia again:

"Such pretty words
Could you mean them all?
It's funny how youre so caught up in jealousy
It's only love, only love, its only for fun..."

*luffs*

"All we need is 6 wha?zillion dollars!"

"First...that's not even a number..."

"It's a shame, you shouldn't lie - especially about pie."

*luff Duck Dodgers*

Oh and I started playing WoW. Yes I know, I'm a traitor. =/

I might be grounded from the computer, not sure...so, yeah. If I'm not on for a long time, that's why guys.

Also, working on one of my books, then going to start again on Second Hand Nostalgia.

Also making my "starter collections" all my stuff from the very beginning till I decide they're done...

I might post "The Book of Bad Memories, None Regrets"

but i still have each chapter saved to a different document.

luffs

New Favorite:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TSHATP1t9Fg

[Untitled Song]

Hold me without touch
You're only so tough
Hold me in your eyes
Don't let me lie
...again...

So please stay away,
Away, away from me
I don't want to see
My affect on
So please just go away
Stay, stay, stay
Away...

Don't look at me
With that gleam
The glimmer in your eyes
Don't let me lie
...again...

So please stay away,
Away, away from me
I don't want to see
My affect on
So please just go away
Stay, stay, stay
Away...

Hold me inside you
But don't, go find a new
Love I say,
Hold me in your eyes [x2]
Don't let me lie [x2]
...again...

I dont need you here
no more
I don't want you to see
my score
I say, stay, stay, away, away from
me

So please stay away,
Away, away from me
I don't want to see
My affect on
So please just go away
Stay, stay, stay
Away...

stay, stay, stay,
away....

[6/14/08]

(I will find a title)

http://www.myspace.com/mirabilia 

Uhm, so yeah...stalling, but not quite. I really need to go to bed but I felt like typing. So how are y'alls? What's up in the head of my unknown buddies? Huh? *slams a coffee to fall into a slumber on the floor beside the chair*

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*drool*

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*sigh*

Okay, well night heh.

558.Creative Void (short stories & poems).I Thought I had Half a Pack, a Radio, but I'm In Hell

The Takes, The Frames

Today's specific updates.

Summer break, I might end up posting some of my pics and stuff from my very very crappy photography kick - I will be taking classes haha. I hope...

But also, I've been writing a lot too so expect more. I hope I'm not still lazy and actually post most of it haha.

*hugs*

"So what am I s'posed to be?
Grab your hand and come with me"

AA is for Quiters.

http://www.myspace.com/amphibiousassault

Oh and, apparently "replacing brakets" doesn't mean I'm getting the bottoms back on yet. Sunova...

Getting my bottom braces back on today. yay me! Soon I'll be able to close my mouth right again!!!

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www.myspace.com/dearjuliet