[Interlocked]
She pushes off his pants
And wraps her legs around his
Rests her head upon his shoulder
He bites her neck and licks
Her collar bone straight
To the other side
And feels her shaking
Into his stride
He pushes himself farther inside
And she moans
Caressing her tongue to his
Smooth neck, moans
She feels her body start to get
A little stiff and then fully
Relaxes letting out a noise
As he pulls out, whispering
Words of all that no one can see…
These are the secrets, they kill, they kill, they kill...
-Otep Shamaya
[Lace]
I
I don't
I don't feel pretty
Today
Let me witness
The fall
Go runaway
And I
I don't understand
I don't understand-
Why I have to see
Your face
I
I don't understand
I
I don't understand
I don't want
To see
You face
I don't want to dream
Of your...
[{You}]
Letting you go
To be free
Is like caressing
A rock in my chest
Swallowing shards
Of broken glass
Whispering lullabies
Of deception
Waiting for the moon
To become perfectly whole
Ramming a knife into
My heart
And hearing metal
Scrape earth
Cold and cracking
To be
Without
[Graveyard Romance]
I love you
Always had
Thoughts escape
Into the bland
and
I
don't
see
it
My feet mash
Into the sand
I just cannot
Understand
and
I
don't
see
it
You are so
With your enticing glow
I need you to know
I need your taste
and
I
just
don't
see
it
I love you
Always had
Walk with me
Through the sand
and
I
don't
see
it
I love you
Always had
I love you
Always had
and
I
just
don't
see
anything
[Elapse]
Shoving poison in my veins
You take it all away
The venom laces, I'm insane
You take it all away
Haunted until I lose it all
I see your face
Stalked, waiting till I fall
Please take it all away
All I have is pain
Take it all away
I don't want to be sane
You take it all away
I don't want to see
But I see your face
Why do you make me...
And I see your face
Shoving poison in my veins
You wait till I fall
The venom laces, I'm insane
I want to lose it all-
Please take it all
[8/17/08]
"Maybe I'm not lying to you to make everything seem okay. Maybe I'm lying to myself to make me forget the monsters."
I'm back. If you couldn't tell that is...heh
I got 'Breaking Dawn' *omg my parents won't let me read it yet!* *screams*
I'm going on a cruise all next week.
I start school again tomarrow.
I have to go shopping today.
You can say I'm kinda pissed. But at least it's in the cheery way!
"The one who really messed me up...
We had it all in front of us -
You were the one I was in love
But you always hurt the one you lost
I couldn't get enough.
You were everything thing that's bad for me,
Make no apology
I'm crushed black and blue;
but you know I'd do it all again
For you..."
I'm pathetic - heh. Oh well, I guess better ignorant than stupid right?
So I like to pretend...
Pessimism vs. Optimism
The romance of regret
Is nothing to forget
So tear the world in two
To never find anything new
The romance of regret
Is what you find inside
When you look back and
Feel the need to cry
But tears can be enjoyable
In every way possible
Even when they’re for the worst things
But tears can be enjoyable
In the best way plausible
If you have someone to hold you and sing
The romance of regret
Is only a mind set
Like all forms of passion
And discovered like a first kiss – accident
The romance of regret
Is only what you hide
To bring back for later times
To hate what you’ve become in lies
If I can hate myself
And hate to live, hate to love
Can you love me for my
Outstanding hatred for you too?
I thought he saved me from the past.
But he saves me from myself.
Is that why I love him,
Or is it everything else that I believe?
Or am I just a fool in his way while he's making his own plans?
The worst part is that even when I tried to tell myself leaving him was for the best - I still love him. I still can't come up with a reason to why I did break up with him.
Am I making him 'love' me back?
I've realized it makes more sense for me to believe that the very repeated motto of, "Everything happens for a reason," is actually quite false. With a simple change in words it fits so much more into what life really is.
"Everything happens with a reason."
So an action may have an after affect that's better, or worse, and looking back you may find a reason - but that doesn't necessarily mean that one little thing is why it all happened. It is simply what made other moments happen, what set them into place.
I just realized my page is getting sloppy...
I'm not even posting a lot compared to what I'm writing, heh. Fun >_<
Can I even - complicate your breathing ...
http://youtube
http://youtube
How is it there's always those words stuck inside your head that you don't know how to express?
Or that there's those emotions you don't know how to suppress?
Ideas that never make sense out loud...
Tonight I saw the 7 o'clock showing of the Dark Knight, and my was it brilliant!
It had everything!!! And might I say with all those explosions, I'm not sure if all the temptation of the crowd was formed by the vibrations given off or truly the two sexy men on the screen. I was quite taken away and Heath Ledger was born for the exact role. It was brilliant, mind blowing, predictable in the all the wrong ways that make it right, and worth the extra spent on popcorn.
You all MUST see it!
Don't look to me like I judge your appearace, don't force me down because you do. Your colour means nothing to me and never will, but you decide to take pride then decide I may not participate in mine. If I am white that does not mean I cannot support my own rights because we have them now. So do you, you are simply not supplied enough with your own dignity and that is what you lack. Find yourself before you decide that I may not be me, and take pride in the fact that I can.
Mirabilia again:
"Such pretty words
Could you mean them all?
It's funny how youre so caught up in jealousy
It's only love, only love, its only for fun..."
*luffs*
"All we need is 6 wha?zillion dollars!"
"First...that'
"It's a shame, you shouldn't lie - especially about pie."
*luff Duck Dodgers*
Oh and I started playing WoW. Yes I know, I'm a traitor. =/
I might be grounded from the computer, not sure...so, yeah. If I'm not on for a long time, that's why guys.
Also, working on one of my books, then going to start again on Second Hand Nostalgia.
Also making my "starter collections" all my stuff from the very beginning till I decide they're done...
I might post "The Book of Bad Memories, None Regrets"
but i still have each chapter saved to a different document.
luffs
New Favorite:
http://www.you
[Untitled Song]
Hold me without touch
You're only so tough
Hold me in your eyes
Don't let me lie
...again...
So please stay away,
Away, away from me
I don't want to see
My affect on
So please just go away
Stay, stay, stay
Away...
Don't look at me
With that gleam
The glimmer in your eyes
Don't let me lie
...again...
So please stay away,
Away, away from me
I don't want to see
My affect on
So please just go away
Stay, stay, stay
Away...
Hold me inside you
But don't, go find a new
Love I say,
Hold me in your eyes [x2]
Don't let me lie [x2]
...again...
I dont need you here
no more
I don't want you to see
my score
I say, stay, stay, away, away from
me
So please stay away,
Away, away from me
I don't want to see
My affect on
So please just go away
Stay, stay, stay
Away...
stay, stay, stay,
away....
[6/14/08]
(I will find a title)