nothings changed
the senates still corrupt
& the emporer remains insane
and everyday
is a new strain of slaughter
supply lines are less protected
evil on all sides
eye can smell the death on your flesh
-- creeping in
trapped within the twisting fingers of fear
and all eye see is ewe
that face
those eyes
burning like leprosy
eye can see u there
poisoning the air
prostituting Nationalism
and eye want to attack
to rip out your heart and lay your flat on your back
and vomit a world of agony and truth
into your throbbing illness of memory
... and hate guides our way
eye long for the icy slap of a belt across my back
for the acceptance of death and blind cave war
the giving sleep of depression
the sweet elucidation of savage, meaningless aggression
chiseled in the meaty forearms of Mother Jupiter and his slave disciples
in the harem tents - outside
just beyond the edges - eye ride
a cycloptic mare in the fires of imagination
feeding my disease
a river of plagues
eye need something to remind me eye am still sinning
that pain in important
that wurdz matter
that healing in possible
that eye am not alone ... in this
- guard the houses
- triple the watch
- maidens, dig up your sorcery
- sirens, sharpen your rocks
... ewe will eat my pain again
whatever u need
unite messiah ME
"Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one getting burned." - Buddha
"In confrontation, the moment we begin to feel anger we cease striving for truth and start striving for ourselves." - Buddha
"It is a person's own mind, not his enemy or foe, that lures him to evil ways." - Buddha
"Peace comes from within. Do not seek it without." - Buddha
"Anger makes you smaller, while forgiveness forces you to grow beyond what you were." - Cherie Carter-Scott
"The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong." - Mahatma Ghandi
"When you hold resentment toward another, you are bound to that person or condition by an emotional link that is stronger than steel. Forgiveness is the only way to dissolve that link and get free." - Catherine Ponder
"To err is human, to forgive, divine." - Alexander Pope
"To forgive is to set a prisoner free and discover that the prisoner was you." - Lewis B. Smedes
"Forgiveness is freeing up and putting to better use the energy once consumed by holding grudges, harboring resentments, and nursing unhealed wounds." - Sidney and Suzanne Simon
"It's so easy to laugh. It's so easy to hate. It takes strength to be gentle and kind." - Stephen Morrissey
"The way people treat you is a reflection of the way you treat people." - Remez Sasson
"Your living is determined not so much by what life brings to you as by the attitude you bring to life; not so much by what happens to you as by the way your mind looks at what happens." - Kahlil Gibran
I am lost right now. There's nothing in life to live for. I know I probably should get more Jesus in my life, but I'd probably still be sad, because, how can someone you never met or seen or talked to make you happy? How can something you cannot touch or feel or hear or see give you joy? It doesn't make sense. But I guess I'll give him a chance...well, more than I already have. Just wish there was more to life than what there is for me...basically right now I have no social life outside of school or the internet...I'm ok with it but a bit discontent with my life too...I need a change in my life...religio
but yeah, that's basically what I've come to realize while I was thinking...but I have learned other things...but that's for another time...for now...
-Peace Out