YOUR BETRAYAL

Decayed by your weakness
you no longer see the light

Always doing what your told now
by those who've corrupted you

Cant you see what you've become?


We need to feel you
but you just turn and run

We need to see you
but your shrouded in misery

What is this shit your giving?
What is this lie your living?

How can you wake up and know
you've cast us all aside?

We see what you cant
we see the hellfire burning in your eyes
everytime you kill an innocent life

What have you become old friend?
We want to bring you back to the light

this isnt the life you wanted to live
this is what you fought
something you couldn't forgive

What do we do now?
Just turn like you
throw away all we've done for you?
Let them keep all they've put you through?

your wings have turned black for the treasons you've done

your mind becoming more than just one
as you slowly mold into their ways
Letting them seep inside every day.

Why have you chosen this
what have we done?

but oh well now we guess you've made your choice

We only hope one day you'll see

out way is better than they way they've shown thee

WOO!! GLBT pride fest in Iowa was over the weekend and It rocked!! When I can I want to put pictures up from it! I only wish I would have gotten more pictures!! It was awesome though! It was my girlfriend and I's first time going!

Just to let you all know, I've gone through the process of making all the poems, short stories, or any other writings I put on here my own so if anyone decides to be stupid and take my poems or whatever you WILL be subject plagiarism.

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Here he comes now
look to the sky for no one can see his face
there she walks now
silent in her violent grace
everybody look at her
she's the one we see
as he spreads his wings to span the sea
she's the fool
the culprit in this mystery
look at her
she's the one we see
as he grabs the innocent
rips them in three
she is the one we see
violent in ora
with a hint of blackened art
of course it would be she
for we all look away from he
never letting our eyes see
no one knows who the real evil is
she
not he
nut it is he
look and see
he extends his hand to thee
he touches and he heals thee
but when you turn
you never see
he takes away what he gave thee
but she is the culprit
she
not he
For everybody looks at she
if we could only turn to he
we'd turn again
And see
that it is really he
who casts this darkenss upon thee.

GRAHHHHHH!!!

You think you can take me?

You think you have any Idea what I've been through?

Fuck you!

Dont try and understand my ways
you know nothing of me

You are nothing but the Enemy

Back away slowly or I'll help you see

You want to know me?

You want to listen to what I have to say?


Here let me help you

i'll rip a hole so you have no choice

You want to see?

Here let me help you

I'll rip a hole so you have no choice

What else do you want form me

Now you know what I've been through

Is this torture not enought for you?

It was for me

but I had it worse

here let me show you

i'll take thie pipe and shove it down your throat

Can you take it now?

Can you withstand the pain?

Now you know what you've done to me

Dont try to understand me

Dont

STOP!

You'll never see!

I've shown you all I can

Never will you know the full extent of what is true

Never will you understand the full extent of what I can do

Story


There's no soul in me
Hasnt been one for eternity
I roam the deepest darkest places
light serves no purpose anymore
I see what others can not
sharper even than the hawk's eyes
searching
searching
always searching
centuries ago
I lost the reason why.

Through age and age
I see man pass
becomming worse
madness grips this world now
when long ago
the only madness
was from those given the title of "insane"
I found they were the only sane ones.

Once I locked myself awat
waiting
waiting.

Woke up and found the world had moved on
but I was unchanged by the passing of time
only the thirst was different
I satiated it by chosing those who deserved it
never someone who was "insane"
for only the sane tell the truth!

finally having grown bored with the new age's decay
I settled deep within a mountain range
Here I wait
wait
wait
Till the time to rise comes once again

Getting Away

She took the knife
and stabed his back
"no longer will I live in his shadow"
Slowly she walks away
relife floods her
fear floods her
running
running
sirens whirling
"They saw me"
They?
where did that come from?
But they did.

People yelling
shadows comming
running
running.

fall
water
coughing
choking
Land once more
Running
running.

Surrounded
shadows
yelling
screaming
falling
...Death

THE BEGINNING OF MADNESS

Have you ever wondered when this world started to fall
When all that was
is dead and gone
the old ways forgotten and thrown away

How the light has faded
turned a dull grey
the very same grey that most are masked from

Only the strongest see the truth.

How the nighttime envelopes the day in an even greater attempt at a fake suicide

How the humans alive
walk around in their coffins
as the eagle cries for redemption
and even the lowest forms are sick

Slowly the decadence and grace of the hour
sifts with the sands as the world moves on

for the world will always move on.

But where is it going
when the humans are sewing and growing and killing
and the ground is dried up
and the trees are all bare
and the sigh of the wind brings the cold of the winter
and the crikets dont chirp cause the're also gone
and the buildings are crumpled sending their ruins to fertalize the mounds of decay on the surface
and the seas no longer sing
to the watery tune
And the cracks in the earth spit out fires from hell
brings fiends and monsters and things dripping in vile
to inhabit this earth

But the world just moves on

allowing it's slow
inevitable
death

So when
can you see
can you tell me

when did this world start to fall?