[Burning Inside]: 233.This Feeling

This Feeling
Surrounded by the darkness
Wishing that there was a light
But all places have a light at the end of them

Searching in this eternity ive put myself in
Searching for the love I so wish I had
Hoping that someone can show me the light

A voice is heard in the darkness
"Let the passion of your heart ignite the fire in your soul"
But I know of no passion within my heart
No fire in my soul

Anytime I think I hsve found the love I search for
I always get thrown back into this cycle
This cycle of love and heartbreak
A cycle of pain and passion

But the voice is heard again
"Let the passion in your heart ignite the fire in your soul"
I wish not to find the passion
For with passion comes pain
The agonizing pain I wish to never feel again

"Search for the passion for the pain will not be felt"
The voice in hidden within the darkness yet again.
The darkness seems to be my only companion
But where does the voice come from

The voice come at me again
"Look deep inside yourself, you will find the one you love"
The voice is just an illusion inside of my head
But why not take its advice look for the love I search for
I have searched for an eternity never to find it
But the voice has never been heard before now either

Looking at all sides I see nothing at all
And cannot find this love I search for
"Don't give up its right in front of you, reach out take it"
How can one take love with the grasp of a hand
I want to reach out
But I think I will find and feel nothing

"Take it, reach for it, its right in front of you"
The voice seems to becoming closer to me
Why not reach for it
If I don't I may never find my love

Slowly extending my hand I feel nothing
"Further just a little further, and remember only the passion in your heart can ignite the fire in your soul"
The passion, yes the passion I want yet fear
I extend my arm as far as I can

Feel the warmth of another person on the palm of hand
I slowly grasp her arm and pull her closer to me
The area becomes brighter, ever so brighter
As see comes into the light
I can barely see her
But from what I can see she is the most beautiful person I have ever laid my eyes upon
But before I can see her fully
I light dissapears and I awaken

As I awaken I have only one thing left in my mind
"Remember, let the passion in your heart ignite the fire in your soul. I'll be waiting for you to find me, for I have been searching for as long as you have."

Awakening from my eternal dream.
To be put into another
But in this eternity I can see
And I now no not to give up on my search
I can find her, I will not stop searching until I have

I know there is someone out there for me
I and I will find her
No matter how long it will take
This cycle of love and heartbreak will end now
I only have one love in my eyes
Even though I know not wut she looks like

I thought my search would end when I foudn the light
But truthfully it has only begun
I will not let go of this passion for the unknown being
For I wish not to lose my light again