[Today for you, tomorrow for me]: 256.Poetry.Fau
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The very thing
I’ve tried to hide
Filling my mind
With the doubt of it all
Go into autopilot
Afraid to let myself feel
The disappointment of it all
Just trying to live my life
Afraid to die
In the end
Always wondering why
Why does it have to be that way
Why can’t I change?
For hating this person
Living in my skin
Who is she
Will anyone ever really know?
Be hiding from myself
Its like I’m the goddamn
Spanish inquisition
And I’m heretical
True colors show
Afraid of the destruction
I could do
Feel as though
I can never let my guard down
With my talents of self-destructi
Finding new ways
To deny myself
Every day