[shadow in the midst]: 279.I Miss You.Heart's Cold Death

when you feel almost secure
your world turns for the worst
taking your safe zone
and making it your curse


a shock to fill your empty heart
causing the creases ever growing
a pain to face all on your own
only darkness stays consoling


your dog dies your life perishes
your boyfriend dumps your as s
you break an arm you get fired
you failed your favourite class


life sucks and breathing hurts
time seems to reap you of all
rip away your largest dreams
helps kick you when you fall


along with everyone else who ever hurt you
you see their faces strong and clear
for now is when you are most vulnerable
consequently they will be near


your mind starts searching for an escape
life becomes one big disaster
you start slipping away from the good
and then you start to slip faster


death comes so close to your heart
for everything else has died
their accusations and harsh retorts
people close to you who've lied


nothing seems right anymore
you continue losing anything thats left
so the knife gleams upon shrill screams
escaping the hearts cold death...