[Veltzeh]: 39.The Heritage of Humankind.Tales from Kyerrion.8

In Adenelihe, there were some reports about a hostile party that had moved in at the edge of their territories and had killed a bunch of stray wanderers. The two squads that had just taken care of the rebel problem were sent out to check on it.

The two squads advanced without much hurry. A scout or two always moved in front of the main body of the squad to check up on things that would await them.

One day, it was Tegafel's turn to do scouting. Ey sneaked around the forests and bushlands that spread in front of em and was honestly more interested in the berries ey found than looking for an enemy. That was one reason why ey was thoroughly surprised and shocked when ey heard a sound, lifted eir head and saw a foreign figure looking at em, barely three meters away. Though ey did not really think of it at that point, the foreign figure had been doing exactly the same thing—scouting while thinking more about berries. Upon seeing each other, the two people yelled in terror and surprise, drew their weapons and attacked each other. They managed to cut each other lightly, after which they circled around each other, agitated and worried, while trying to slash and stab each other.

After a short time of fighting, some information had reached Tegafel's brain and ey knew that ey was fighting with a homehan. They both started getting desperate fairly soon, since they did not have much combat experience and thought that they were worse off than they really were. So they took a final stab at each other.

Tegafel got slashed across the face, while eir strike hit the homehan fairly deep on eir sword-arm's shoulder. They both yelled, but Tegafel was considerably more distracted by the huge gash on eir face, so the homehan got another strike through, stabbing Tegafel deep in the left shoulder. Tegafel yelled again and fell. Fortunately the homehan was too scared to keep on fighting, and being in bad condition as well, ey took this opportunity to try and flee. Tegafel could not follow so quickly, so the homehan got away.

Tegafel got up then and started running toward eir own group. The others were obviously alerted by eir bloody, almost torn face and the gashes on eir body. Neret quickly got the information out of Tegafel and the two sergeants organized the squads quickly for a battle. The terrain was far from ideal combat ground and there was no place they could back down to in order to better their position—they could only go forward and hope to catch the offending party by surprise in the case that they would not flee. Tegafel was quickly tied up with temporary bandages that stopped the bleeding for the most part but did not make em feel any better.

They advanced and eventually came face to face with the offending party. It was ironic how similar their groups were: both moving in a nearly foreign territory trying to be one step ahead of potential enemies. The only difference was that the homehans seemed to be slightly more numerous. The sergeants considered for a while whether they should fall back, but decided then that even if they would be beaten, they would be better off if they killed as many of the homehan soldiers as they could—at least they had backup soldiers nearby while the homehans were far from their own territory as far as they knew.

There was a whole bunch of fighting. Tegafel felt lousy and Roinynin tried to keep on defending em. Tegafel got a few more serious wounds: a nearly disabling gash on eir right thigh and painful cuts on both of eir arms. After that, someone hit em with a sledgehammer, of all things, and everything went black for em.

Tegafel woke up with a foot over eir right wrist, pressing it down and making em unable to wield eir weapon. There was another foot pressing down on eir chest, and a body half over em. Tegafel first turned toward the body. It was Roinynin and ey was barely breathing. Ey looked bloody and had one of eir hands on Tegafel's neck, grabbing the armor. Ey mumbled Tegafel's name and then Tegafel saw someone shove a sword into eir back. Tegafel whimpered in despair and looked up at the killer on eir partner. It was a big homehan, not unlike the one that was keeping Tegafel on the ground. They looked so similar that Tegafel thought they were copies.

"This one's alive," one of them said in the common Gomanian language.

"For long?"

"Hold." Tegafel heard a new voice from behind em. "How badly wounded?"

Roinynin's body was shoved off of Tegafel, and ey tried to grab at it. "Roinynin!" ey mumbled barely audibly. Tegafel's arms were pulled and somehow restrained. Tegafel did not pay attention as to how it was done. Ey saw a face looming above em.

"This one'll live for a bit. Lift em." Tegafel was lifted to stand upwards. Ey felt very dizzy and would have fallen if the two homehans had not been holding onto eir arms. "Strip em." The two homehans and one other started pulling Tegafel's equipment off of em, piling it all on one place. "What the... what kind of freak is this thing?" No one replied. After a moment the leader-seeming figure continued: "...Put em in the cage." Tegafel was dragged and thrown into the cage, which was fairly small and dirty. Tegafel still felt like fainting, so now that ey was momentarily left alone, ey did just that.

Tegafel woke up later. The wagon in which eir cage was moved along the terrain. The forest was less thick and there actually was enough space to maneuver a fairly narrow wagon as the one ey was in. Eir arms, shoulders, right thigh and lower legs ached from the wounds and eir muscles were getting sore. Ey felt miserable and just lay there, moving slowly to look at the wounds on eir arms and particularly the one on eir thigh, since it was so big. It would get infected. Ey would probably limp for the rest of eir life if the leg healed at all. However, no matter how much that worried em, ey was still exhausted. Ey looked around a bit and saw a smallish homehan sitting next to the cage, in front of em. Ey heard another walking behind em. Some animal was pulling the wagon and it sounded like there was someone driving. Tegafel stared at the homehan for a while, and eventually the homehan turned.

"Hey, ey's awake," ey said. Tegafel felt like demonstrating eir liveliness, but moving hurt too much. Ey did turn eir head though, and looked around, not seeing much new. There were some homehans following them and some walking before them. Many seemed to be in bad condition and there were no bodies along, so everyone who was killed was left wherever they had been. "What are you?"

"...What? Um... I'm a femehan... Was my... my squad killed?"

The homehan looked a bit put off, but seemed to be glad when Tegafel asked about the other femehans. "They sure were. Lousy scum an' freaks on top o' that."

By now Tegafel had learned better than to question people who had an edge over em, so ey was quiet. The homehan was somewhat amused, though, so ey took a spear, shoved it between the bars of the cage and started poking Tegafel. First Tegafel thought ey should just not care, but quickly went through the procedure in eir mind. If ey would try to ignore it, the homehan would just keep coming harder at em, and even if Tegafel after that gave in and showed signs of being aggravated, the homehan might want to get more of it and start poking with a sword. Therefore, Tegafel started to display irritation fairly soon, trying to do eir best to keep the homehan entertained enough while not inviting more pain.

The homehan managed to prod Tegafel's huge wound on eir thigh, though, which hurt terribly and Tegafel screamed. It startled a few homehans and while they went through a quick covering about what had been going on, Tegafel clutched eir thigh.



The days went by and Tegafel barely got any food or chances to go relieve emself. Ey spent the days crying and mourning over eir fallen friends and trying to overcome the nightmares ey had about them. Ey tried to forget it and focused eir efforts on trying to clean up eir wounds by licking—which greatly amused the homehans since Tegafel was able to lick the huge wound on eir own thigh.

The homehans pretty much just mistreated em and did not ask too much questions, save for inquiries about whether they were being followed. Tegafel could not really know and the homehans did not like that. They kept poking and prodding em and even cut a few small wounds on em. Ey was very grateful of the pouring rain that came down a day before they reached the homehan settlement, since it allowed em to clean up eir wounds a bit more thoroughly. Eir leg was well on its way to being infected, but Tegafel thought that the cleaning helped to prevent it a bit. That did not change the fact that most of eir wounds badly needed stitches.



The night they arrived at the homehan settlement, Tegafel was thrown in a smallish windowless room that served as a prison cell. It was not much, but at least there was some hay and a blanket, so Tegafel could actually get a relatively comfortable night of sleep—though ey tore a bit of the blanket to tie up the wound on eir leg.

In the morning, some homehans came in, tied em to a chair and started interrogating em. They asked questions about how near the closest cities were, why there had been a fight in the first place and how many armed and trained forces there were around. Tegafel of course knew very little since ey was not from around here and ey still had not been told much about the army camps around the area. The homehans were not pleased, so they tortured Tegafel a bit, mostly by tearing open the wounds on eir face and arms. Tegafel was in pain and terrified, and thus tried to come up with something that would please the homehans so that they would just leave em alone.



The next day ey was left alone for the most part. The guards, however, started getting a bit more interested and came in to peek at em. Eventually they started talking as well.

"Hey, femehan."

Tegafel was trying to clean up the wound on eir face but looked up almost instantly, since no one had talked to em that day yet.

The other guard continued: "We're talking with the other guards about what you are, but no one can tell. So what are you? Some kind a' deformed pervert or something?"

"...What? Why do you think that?" Tegafel managed to mumble.

The guards snickered. "So you think you're really normal or what?"

"What?"

They still snickered a bit. "Has yer cock been cut off or are you some freaky sick eicod or were you born deformed?"

"...What? I... I have a cock..."

"Doesn't look like that!" they laughed and pointed at Tegafel's crotch.

"It's just not showing..."

"Not showing? What the gzoozz?"

"...Do your cocks all show then?" Tegafel glared at the other guard's crotch since it was not covered by loose clothing and it indeed seemed like eir genitals were outside eir body.

The guards laughed. "That's freaky! An inside cock! How does it come out then? Do you pull it out or does it just swell?"

"Uh... I guess it swells..."

"You must have trouble telling yer eicods from iocods!" the guards roared.

Tegafel could not quite place the words they used. They sounded like old words for some sexes, but it did not make much sense. Tegafel thought to ask what they meant, but figured that would just get em beaten. So ey just looked down.

"You femehans sure are weird. In the battlefield I saw a whole bunch of you an' there were a lot of different colored ones. Why do you come in so different colors? The few bluish ones sounded like eicods!"

Tegafel eyed the homehans and noticed that they were the same color—actually everyone ey had seen had been approximately the same color: fairly tanned with dark brown hair and lots of fur. Ey would have wanted to stay quiet, but thought that the guards would just keep on asking, so ey said: "How do you tell your sexes apart then?"

"What?" the other guard shouted. "So you tell 'em apart by skin color eh? Well, heh heh... I suppose that's one way. So your iocods are brown, right, an' eicods blue? ...Wait a minute. You're gray."

Tegafel felt a bit cornered. Ey was still unsure what they meant and did not want to display eir ignorance by asking. Ey was sure that they would not approve of wacods in the army either. However, ey thought that they would find out the inconvenient way unless ey told them, so ey went: "That's because I'm a wacod."

"A what-cod?"

Tegafel looked up, and all three of them looked confused. "A... a wacod..."

"Well 'wacod' doesn't sound like anything!"

"You don't have wacods at all?"

"Well if wacod means an iocod with a retractable cock, gzoozz no!"

"Uh..." Tegafel was very hesitant to speak since ey was in fear of getting beaten or slashed again.

"What? Speak up, little freak."

Tegafel gave a short glare at the guards but dropped it soon. Ey did not want to aggravate them. "You've just been talking about iocods and eicods... is that all you have? Two sexes?"

Now the guards were silent. "...What else?" Tegafel stared at the guards and was quiet. "What else? Do you have MORE sexes?" the other guard went, emitting a mixture of curiosity and hostility.

"We... Fourteen..."

"FOURTEEN?!" Tegafel startled a bit and looked down. Ey was scared. "What for do you have FOURTEEN sexes?"

Tegafel wanted to stop talking. "How come you have two?"

"What the groshje. What do you do with all those sexes anyway? Where's the point in that?"

"I don't know... I don't know why we need sexes at all. Garandals and galanfetzcans get along great without having any..."

"Garandals? Galanfetzcans? You just made that up."

Tegafel glanced at the guards again, and they looked truly confused. They had not heard about garandals or galanfetzcans. "No, I... I've seen a galanfetzcan before. They're pretty... they're rather small and have long ears and lavender skin..."

"You've drunk too much shish. I've never seen anything like that."

"...Garandals are even smaller and red-skinned... I hear they live in the mountains but I've never seen one..."

"You're just trying to groshje us aren't you? Tell us about those freaking fourteen sexes of yours instead!"

"I'm not... uh," went Tegafel, but then figured ey should better just do as they told. "Well, gecods have black skin and straight hair... they have breasts and they can get pregnant if they have sex with someone that produces sperm. Gewacods have dark blue skin and straight hair and they can get pregnant too. —"

"So those blue-skinned ones in the battlefield were 'gewacods'? That means eicod, right?"

"I... I'm not sure what eicod means. We don't use that word..."

The guards laughed again. "We're iocods. We have cocks and we screw eicods. Eicods have breasts and a pussy and they give birth to babies."

"Uh... by that eicods sound like they'd be like gecods. There um... there weren't any gecods in our squad... they aren't allowed in the army."

"So what makes them different from the blue-skinned ones?"

"The blue-skinned ones are gewacods... they don't have breasts. They're stronger and have a great mind for strategy, I guess that's why they're allowed in the army or something."

"So 'gecods' are like eicods and 'gewacods' are strong breastless eicods?"

"I guess."

"Okay, so that's two sexes down. This is damn freaky, I'm telling you! How about the rest?" The guards seemed fascinated and amused.

"Uh... okay, wagecods have dark blue skin but they're pretty grayish... I suppose a bit like me but bluer. They can have breasts but not necessarily and they can give birth an' transfer babies ."

"What the heck does that mean?"

"I... um... well, transferrer is like... they can have sex with someone who produces sperm an' then they can transfer the babies that resulted from the sex to a carrier."

"That's so damn freaky!" Tegafel looked down and was quiet. "Well go on! That's three down!"

"Uh... annicods have dark gray skin and they're just transferrers. They don't have breasts. ...Then there's genicods, they're dark brown an' just transferrers too but they have breasts. Niwacods are transferrers too an' dark gray, but they also produce sperm so they can have kids with gewacods or wacods for example. —"

"You said you're a wacod, right? What do you do?"

"I uh... wacods produce sperm and we get pregnant."

"That's like..." The guards looked at each other. "An inemcod?"

"No way!"

"But see, if they have fourteen sexes, they gotta have them!" Tegafel was very uneasy. "Well, go on! That was like, what? Six down? Six to go!"

"Mhm... Well, nicods just produce sperm. I guess they're like you, they have brown skin too. Nigecods are more gray and they produce sperm and have breasts—"

"What? Iocods with breasts? Ew! That's just sick!" Now Tegafel just shut up and looked away. "Well, go on! What?"

"I'm not going to speak if you just interrupt me and say it's sick. I think YOUR stupid two sexes are sick!"

The other guard immediately took a few steps toward Tegafel, ending up next to em, and smacked em with a small club. "Why don't you talk when I tell you to, you prosht!?"

Tegafel squirmed a bit but then went on: "Then there's geniwacods... they have brown skin and they can do it all, they get pregnant an' can transfer an' produce sperm an' have breasts—"

"Wow, that's the sickest one this far! Ew!"

"Anwacods are dark gray too. They just carry babies if a transferrer gives them one. They might have breasts..."

"Wait... so those ones couldn't become pregnant if some normal iocod had sex with them?"

"Right..."

"Wow, awesome! That's like a perfect whore!"

"Well, there's one more to go!" said the other guard.

"That's... the ancods... they have light skin and they... they don't do anything."

"So they're like... like... uh..."

"Kids, except grown up? Sort of?" added the other one.

"Uhm. I guess."

"Wow, that's gotta be useless."

Tegafel breathed slightly angrily. Ey still was not too glad about people calling ancods useless since one was eir friend, but probably more so because ey had been called useless because of not agreeing to have sex.

"It's damn freaky. ...Hey, you'd think... wanna take a peek?"

"At em? Heck yes."

Tegafel had no trouble guessing what they meant. Ey got up, figuring that they would have to fight em to get any look, but the two guards caught em quickly and held em still.

"No peeking eh? Wrong call." The other guard caught Tegafel's arms and then they pressed em down to the ground. Tegafel kept eir legs tightly together. "Now listen, you little freak," said the other guard and grabbed Tegafel's knees. "We can do this the easy way or the hard way. If you hurt us, we hurt you. An' that'll be a lot worse for you." Tegafel felt desperate, but could not see any easy way out of the oppressing situation, so ey did as was told, though obviously not willingly. Ey was not too far from starting to cry, either, but this far ey was able to keep it down. The homehan holding Tegafel's knees pulled eir legs apart. "Heh, one interesting smell, definitely. Much clearer now." The homehan poked around a bit and gently pulled on the hair to get it out of the way.

"So, how's it look like?"

"Kind a' weird. I think it's sort of like an eicod... but there are two nub-thingies here an' the cock's going to swell out somewhere here right?" the homehan looked at Tegafel, who managed a nod.

"Well then, make it come out!" The two guards still looked at Tegafel.

"M-mh... I can't uh... force it out."

"Well then, it'll swell out." Having said that, the homehan pressed eir thumb against the little nubs in Tegafel's crotch, making em startle.

"You... what're you..."

"I bet this'll just feel good to you, little freak." The homehan started rubbing Tegafel's crotch, and after a while, it did indeed feel vaguely good. Tegafel felt eir genitals swell, somewhat similarly to what had first happened when ey had spent a lot of time kissing Krezagon. It was slightly different and obviously more intensive on the physical level, close to what ey and Roinynin had often done to each other. Ey was still worried, however, and could not forget that ey was restrained and basically the living toy of two sadistic homehans.

"Well, well, look at that!" said the one holding Tegafel's arms. "Ey wasn't lying!" The other guard looked very amused and fingered the little bit of Tegafel's genitals that had swollen to protrude from eir crotch. "Hey, you hold em now. I want to look too."

"Fine. But hey, what's this other nub thing?"

"...It's... if I was a transferrer, I'd have a gowanjin there an' that would swell out."

"An' you said there was some sex who could do it all? They'd have two gzoozzing cocks AND a hole! Ha ha ha!"

"Ewww!" went the other one.

"Indeed! Gzoozz, even this is kinda disgusting! Come on now, let's move em." The homehans rose slightly and instead of moving themselves, they rather moved Tegafel. They made Tegafel step on eir hurt leg.

"No, wait, not that wa—yiiih!" Tegafel fell and the homehans lost some of their grip.

"What the groshje, little freak?" asked the other one, slightly angrily, while recapturing Tegafel's arms properly.

"I... uh, ngh... you made me step on... my hurt leg."

"You should watch your stupid legs better."

"Well now." The other guard pulled Tegafel's legs properly apart again and performed a bit of rubbing again until ey was satisfied with the visual. "So yeah, you have a pussy too right, don't you? This bit here?" The homehan ran a finger against Tegafel's crotch, approximately where eir entrance was.

"Uh... I... uh, yeah..."

"Is it here?"

"I... I don't know."

"You don't KNOW?" The homehan was very amused, but then just went lower and glared at Tegafel's crotch, poking eir fingers around a bit more. "Should be here." Ey pressed eir fingers harder against Tegafel's crotch and moved them around very slightly. It did feel good, but Tegafel was worried about getting hurt since ey felt the pressure increasing.

"Wait!" said Tegafel, scared. The homehan looked up at Tegafel's face. "Please don't... it... it feels strange..."

"Strange eh?" The homehan turned to Tegafel's crotch for a bit more, moved eir fingers around and then looked up again. "Feeling strange now?" ey asked and pressed a finger inside Tegafel's gogenjin.

"Yagh!" startled Tegafel, more surprised and scared than hurt.

The homehan wiggled eir finger inside Tegafel and Tegafel squirmed. "Heh, warm and wet. How's that feel?" ey asked Tegafel.

"Uhm, oh..." Tegafel glared at the homehan for a bit, thinking how weird it was that ey asked something like that while having eir finger shoved up Tegafel's crotch. "I... it's... weird... and squirmy..."

"Hmhm. Let's see..." The homehan pulled eir finger out, which had felt the best this far and not even just because it meant eir fingers were not there anymore, but because it created some kind of strange pleasure in Tegafel's brain. "How many fingers can you take?" Now Tegafel got more worried, but ey did not really have time to worry, because the homehan shoved two fingers pretty quickly into Tegafel. Tegafel squirmed and twitched slightly. It felt invasive, but still did not hurt as such. It felt tight, though. The homehan took eir fingers out and started pressing into Tegafel's crotch with three now. They went in as well, but Tegafel felt eir crotch to be a bit too dry by now and stretched too much to eir liking, so ey hurt. Tegafel whimpered and the homehan wiggled eir fingers a bit before pulling them out.

"Ew," said the other guard, a bit amused.

"Hey, you think we could get away with having sex with em?"

"Since when do they care? They'll probably want to do it themselves."

"Heh. Okay, little freak. Get on your knees."

Tegafel was quite thoroughly terrified now. Not only was ey getting roughed up and raped, ey was still horrified about the possibility of getting pregnant—with half-breeds, on top of everything. "No! I — I can't! I don't want to get pregnant! No!"

"Shut up, little freak. If you won't obey, we'll make you and that'll be much more worse for you!"

"But I don't wanna get pregnant! Nooo!"

"Well, there's a bit of sense to that," said the one holding Tegafel's arms now. "Half-breeds would totally suck."

"Who cares? It'll be eir problem, not ours. Besides, I bet this inemcod can't even become pregnant normally from us." Tegafel was on the edge of crying and shook fairly uncontrollably. "Gzoozz. Just turn em around." The homehans turned Tegafel around, but Tegafel could not stay on eir knees, mostly because of eir hurt thigh. "Well groshje. Damn leg. Hm... Well, I suppose I can just hold em up." The homehan pulled Tegafel to sit on eir lap. "Come on, come behind me to hold eir arms!" The other guard did as told and sat behind eir friend, grabbing Tegafel's arms and bending them back slightly. Tegafel could not bring emself to decide whether ey should be all limp or all tense, so ey settled for being tensely limp. Ey felt the other guard fingering eir crotch again, and soon ey felt something bigger than one finger pressing against eir crotch. The homehan's goninjin went in then and stretched em to eir hurting limit—it was considerably bigger than what Roinynin had had. "Hih. Damn tight... mmh..." The homehan snickered and snuggled a bit before starting to move eir goninjin inside Tegafel.

By the time it was over, Tegafel hurt and cried. The pain itself was not exactly that bad, it was rather the idea of having sex in a way like this—rough, physical and not voluntary. The other homehan wanted to have eir way as well. While the first one had just moved Tegafel around in order to stimulate eir own genitals inside Tegafel, the second one rather moved emself and rubbed Tegafel's body. While Tegafel felt it very invasive and disrespectful, it reminded em of them way Krezagon and Roinynin had stroked em and it helped untense eir body somewhat. When the second homehan was done as well, they just left Tegafel lying on the hay and went outside.

Tegafel spent the rest of the day alone.



The next day, ey was questioned again, but this time the questions were so specific that Tegafel could not reply much anything. Apparently the homehans had just been opportunistic because they seemed to be quite content with Tegafel not knowing anything, and they did not punish em too much, though a few of eir wounds were torn open again.

Closer toward the night, three homehans entered the cell. Among them were the two guards that had raped Tegafel yesterday, and an older one who seemed to be a leader figure. Tegafel could not tell if ey was supposed to be a lieutenant or a sergeant or some other rank. Tegafel raised eir head when they came in.

"Say hi to my cock," said the leader. Tegafel's face immediately twisted into crying mode, though ey was not about to cry quite yet. Ey tried to crawl away while the two guards caught em and lifted em up. "Turn around and bend." Tegafel just futilely tried to pull emself away.

"Sorry, soio, I don't think that'll work. We couldn't do it that way because of eir leg. Ey can't stay up."

"Well, isn't that unfortunate?" The leader grabbed Tegafel's crotch and squeezed it a bit. Tegafel tried to pull eir legs closer to prevent any advancement. "Hm. Can you lift eir legs up and hold em like that?"

The guard bent over, grabbed Tegafel by the backs of eir knees while keeping eir back against eir own stomach and lifted em. Tegafel's crotch was quite obscenely exposed, though for the moment Tegafel groaned because of the pain the lifting had caused on eir thigh.

"Yes, very nice. Hold em there." The leader glared at Tegafel's crotch for a bit, poking at it. Ey got bored soon enough, though, and therefore opened eir pants and screwed Tegafel as well. Tegafel wept.

After the leader was done, ey just mumbled something and left. The guard that had been holding Tegafel let go of em but did not just drop em, instead letting em fall softly on the ground. "Whuh, it's hard work holding em."

"You wanna screw em again too?"

"Heck yes. You?"

"No..."

"Huh? Why not."

"I kinda rather prefer eicods."

"Huh, ey has a nice eicod bit to take advantage of and you don't have to worry about getting accused of rape!"

"Well, I just don't think it's nice to see em cry either."

"Coward," the guard said at Tegafel. Turning back to the other guard, ey went: "Well, whatever. Hm... I feel kind of tired, I wonder what I could do to minimize work on this one..."

"Just have em lie on the ground?"

"Nah, that's too much." The guards thought about it for a while.

"Hmh, I can't think of anything good unless you make em do the work."

"Hey, that's a good idea!" The guard sat with eir back against a wall and pulled Tegafel to sit on eir lap so that they faced each other. "Now, little freak, please me." Ey fingered Tegafel's crotch a bit and put eir goninjin inside. "Now, move. Mmmhm." Ey put eir hands on Tegafel's hips and rubbed gently.

Tears fell down Tegafel's face and ey was barely staying upright. Ey looked down at the homehan's chest and tried to move, but ey could not use eir right leg to lift emself. Ey then moved eir hands on the homehan's shoulders and tried to use them to lift emself, but that did not work either. The homehan looked slightly confused. "What the heck now?"

"I uhm... my leg..."

"Well, move just your hips then?"

"Mhm... I... how?"

"However you think I can feel it?" Tegafel let the tears drop on eir own chest and held the homehan's shoulders while trying to move eir hips around. Ey could not do it on a very large scale, though, and it felt disgusting to em. "Ah, groshje. Just lie down." The homehan grabbed Tegafel by the ribcage and lay em on the ground. Having done that, ey just screwed the wacod until ey got what ey wanted.

Again, the guards just left Tegafel crying on the floor.



Days went by and Tegafel pondered how to kill emself. Ey thought ey could maybe suffocate emself with the blanket, hang emself from it or then rip open all eir wounds so ey would bleed to death. Ey barely got anything edible to drink and eat, but it kept em alive and ey could not resist satisfying that little bit of eir hunger, even though not eating would certainly eventually kill em.

Tegafel was further mistreated and raped, and after ey had almost managed in harming one of the guards and then trying to kill emself, ey was restrained and tied down. Ey had terrible nightmares, was afraid to sleep and eventually sang to emself to keep emself distracted. When ey could not sing anymore, ey whistled, and when ey could not whistle, ey tapped eir fingers. Tegafel thought ey would lose eir mind.



One day, the homehans were unusually busy. Tegafel did not notice it, but unconsciously thought that there must have been something going on because ey was left alone.

Toward the night, guards came in and instead of raping or harming Tegafel, did a somewhat shoddy but much needed job at cleaning and binding Tegafel's wounds. Tegafel was left with cleaner hay to lie on and something half-decent to eat. The guards tied Tegafel down for a few nights, but then left em untied, and since Tegafel did not get violent, they no longer restrained em.