[Tyr Zalo Hawk]: 712.Stories.AmidstWhatNeverWas.2.3

"N... No! No you aren't here! You... you can't be! I won't allow it!" I'm screaming. Screaming not only at him, but what he did to me. What he always had done when we were together. No... that's not right... it's... what he never did... "I won't! No!" The screams are just getting louder and louder. My own voice not only echoes inside me, but throughout the silence, shattering it like little more than a piece of fragile glass. And he just stands there, smiling.
It's wrong. He can't just be smiling. No smiling. "Stop it! No!" I wail, beating my fists against his firm chest, trying to make him unreal again. Trying to so hard to make him go away so that... I can be alone again... Why now? Why...? Why is he just smiling so fondly at me?
"Why... are...? I... I'm crying?" The tears sting my eyes, burning down across my thin cheeks and plummeting down until they slam against my arms, making me feel alive again.
When did his arms move around me? When did I start crying? Why is he here now...? Why... why...? But it doesn't matter to me right now. All that matters is... that I can finally sleep again... that I can finally rest... "Thank you..." Is all I manage to whisper in my last moment before I lose that stupid connection with 'reality'. The last moment... of my world made just for me...

Only words reach the surface
Of the pools inside my eyes
Only things I've never spoken
Can break me free from your lies...