[Spirit]: 726.Burden

I long to be held in anothers arms.
I long to tell one of my deepest secrets.
I am afraid that if I do they will reject me.
What am I to do?
I have no place to go no one to turn to,
my heart is turning blacker than dark.
My dad scares the fuck out of me only b/c he can't seem to see me.
I try and i try to reach out to him but i always withdrawl b/c of him.
His anger is horrid and his threats are lame.
But he scares me b/c of a secret he shared. I wish he had never told me but now I carry this burden.
I never can stick up to him no matter how hard I try.
WIll anyone help me?
Or am I just to be left alone to die.