only one poem really

alone with him
to love someone
i can never have
cause only if i lost him
it would make me sad

i want him forever
but sadly more than a friend
i can never have him
cause then everything will end

i cry at night
for what i hope can be
but i know it won't
and that's what hurts me

i hurt myself too
for reasons like this
you can't see the cuts
cause their not on my wrists

please someone come save me
by someone i mean him
i need his comfort
so i don't become a sin