::i have 10 cause collection 3 didn't upload yesterday so i uploaded it today::

suicidal tendencies
suicidal tendencies
suicidal thoughts
suicidal everything
suicidal plots

notes to ones dear
a cut from ear to ear
the tears are very clear
that blood is dripping near

hang a noose from the ceiling
toes rise from the floor
say goodbye cause your leaving
no one wants you hear anymore

take the kitchen blade
hold it to your wrists
put the pressure on
cause bad thoughts still persist

grab your daddy's hunting gun
put it to your head
pull the trigger really fast
lets hop now your dead

suicidal tendencies
suicidal thoughts
suicidal everything
suicidal plots


so what bitch
so what if I'm hyper
so what if I'm crazy
so normal is you
well i don't wanna be lazy

so what if I'm different
so what if I'm weird
if I'm not like you
i have to be feared?

so what if i change
so what if I'm me
at least i don't stereotype
the people i see

what i want
why try anymore
why make a mends
wont i just get hurt again
that's always how it ends

i want everything fixed
i want my old buddy
but why even bother
when in the end i feel cruddy

i always get my hopes up
i always want the best
but because i always think like that
everything is a mess

i miss the good old times
when we were both so happy
i want all of that back
I'm tired of feeling crappy

the only reason this happened
the only reason I'm sad
is i did something horrible
and so that made him really mad

i just want forgiveness
i just want a friend
after all this time
i want eve3rything to mend


your happiness~non rhyme~
i wanted you yes
i thought i needed you
but now i realize
i just wanted your happiness

i wanted to see you smile
and i didn't think that she
would ever make that happen
but i guess i was wrong

you do smile when your with her
you do look happy
we might not ever be friends again
but I'm glad your dong good

i love you
and i always will
so stay happy
and keep smiling

i just want you to be happy
i just want you to live
this is all i want from you
please give me this one wish

hate me?
don't talk about me
don't look at me
just ignore me
aren't you supposed to hate me

but you do talk about me
and you do look at me
you don't ignore me
so i question your hate

live you life
smile be happy
forget about me
and just move on

you say you don't
want to know me
yet you show
that you so

so just be you
just live your life
hate me don't notice me
leave me alone


him&her
her heart
her sorrow
his pain
his tomorrow

she loves him
he does not
he does not care
it's his love she sought

she closed her eyes
he opened his mouth
his words came out
her tears went south

they both don't understand
what the other goes through
he doesn't listen to her
when she says i love you

her eyes watch over him
he is unknowing
he thinks shes a pain
she thinks hes outgoing

at night she dreams
of what could have been
he dreams of other
problems he should mend

they don't realize


iluvu
trust me when
i say it's true
trust me when
i love you

when your gone
I'm so cold
your the one that
makes me bold

you are my world
my stars and sky
you wipe my tears
when i cry

please don't leave
i will miss you
it will hurt a lot
and turn me blue

i never want to
let you go
if you try
I'll say no

i love you so


friendship flower
friendship is like a flower
it blooms happily
then it fades and wilts
but what is best
it plants a seed
to bloom a new one

love is like a tree
it gros and grows
but then it just stops
and dies
acorns fall off
and plant a new one



i understand
i understand if
you get sick of me
i understnad if
you need time to feel free

i understand if
you need some time alone
i understand if
you don't want me in your home

i understnas if
it's all my fault
i understnad if
that if i'm the snail your the salt

i understand if
my feelings don't matter
i understand if
wat i do makes you sadder

i understand if
you'll neve runderstnad
i understand if
you don't want ot be the world in my hands

i understand if
you don't really care
and you'll understand id
i'll always be there


we're inferior
when i wish apon a star
i wonder what we really are
peaople want what they can't get
lifes imperfect cause thats what we set

were nothing but inferior
were nothing to the others
all we make are lots of errors
and yet we are the ones being smothered

we are all sloppy
and we take it as a joke
yet peer pressure is a copy
then everyone starts to smoke

were horrible little things
roaming on this land
taking everones barings
then asking for a helping hand

no matter what we do
we laways want something in return
we give something to you
and expect there si something to earn


we're inferior