I have never been able to stop wrighting like this in I don't know how long. Lately all I do is run ideas through my head while at school and work and it drives me crazy. I have all these ideas and I can't seem to get every one of them down on paper. I'm already starting on my second 5 subject notebook of poems. I feel like I have never had so much to say, about what feels like nothing. It's good in a way because it's a great start to book #2.

I don't know exactly if I want to make book #2 a book of just poems or wrighting. I think I will make a actual story up, but when I was in the middle of one, my computer crashed, and that was over two years ago. So I think I will try it again, only a little diffrent. Give it a twist. I just don't know what yet. This means I have to explore. :D

don't forget, my book is for sale and available now at the following locations:
www.amazon.com
www.bn.com
www.borders.com

It's called "Wanting to Live Wanting to Die"

I will post again soon, I hope. Remeber to check back and that's for visiting.

Hey everyone.
This weekend was crazy. I tried getting my stuff back from HER but she got smart and wouldn't tell me when they would be home. So i'm going to give them one more shot and if they say they are not home, i'm calling the police as soon as I hang up with them so I can get my stuff back. I have over 200$ worth of murchendice over there. This is bull. It's been four weeks; I think maybe even five. Point is, this has been going on long enough and i'm SICK of it.

The day after that happened, we had a really bad wind storm. It did damage like a tornado, only without the funnel. McDonald's sign got cracked. We were lucky that's all that our store had wrong with it. The debree was a mess. No one was hurt. Just a bunch of damage. People still down without power and will be for a while.

The one thing i've really wanted to share with everyone is all the smack i've been hearing about me at school because of my book. Some kids have been saying that i'm a sypcho and need to be locked up. Others are backing me and are proud that I was able to overcome all of this and have the balls to put myself out there and write about it. I've even had someone say "She's a freak! She took a picture of her arm bleeding!" Ok, I was 16 years old when I took that. It was not a recent picture. I took the picture because at the time I was wanting to make it into an icon or an avatar. I had no intention on getting a book published at the time.

It's really hard to deal with the negative side of people and having it thrown in my face from day to day, but at the same time i'm just so proud that i've done this and know it will help someone, someday. This really gives me a sort of understanding about how celeberties feel now, only there's is much worse, but people rag on them and there stuff, which is really hard to deal with. I feel for them now a little more then what I used to.

Anyway, i'm gonna end this. Thank you for reading and I will keep you peoples posted. ;)
xoxoxoxox
XxLorraine JohnsonxX

Hey everyone! I'm sorry I havn't been online for almost a whole month! I moved out of my friend's house and no longer have internet access. So I can only check this at school now on my spare time because not only do I go to school full time, I also work 35 hours a week. So I stay busy ALL the dang time! So leave me a message and I sware I will get back to you. It just might take me a while. :D
xoxoxox
~*~ Lorraine Johnson ~*~