Hello! This is Velvet!
Here's a Poem
Scream, Fly, Dream
Do you think of what you know?
What you hurt?
What you show?
An acceptance that never seems true.
You are a serpent.
Always ready to strike.
I try so hard, but you make me want to scream
Some days I wish I could fly away
Away from this life
Away from you
Away from you’re gazing stare as you yell at me
Do you realize that someone cries every night
Wishing you would accept them
And in their dreams you haunt them
Wishing you would love them
Everything you say seems false
Everything you do makes me choke
You threaten me
Over a time where I could not see
I want to scream
Fly away
Yet you haunt me in my every dream
Some days I cry so hard
I think would a bullet or a razor be the best
Everyday of my life
I seem to live in fear
I wonder what you think
How you really feel
How you can just stand there
As I shed a million tears
I wish that you could hug me
So that I could know you cared
You wouldn’t even need to say I love you
A hug would show that you care
The ink in this pen is running
Like blood flowing down my once white wrists
(Which are now imperfect by the scars. The blood has tainted the skin coloring too. It seems to be yellow like a rotten lemon)
I did it all for you
I know that you won’t hit me
But you threaten to throw me down
You say you put me on a pedestal
But on it is a basin
I seem to drown
You say you want what’s best for me
I really want it too
But can you understand
You going away is best
It will probably be more hurt than good
I can’t scream
My throats too sore
I can’t fly away
You clipped my wings, you locked the door
Yet you let me dream, for things out of my reach
As soon as you find them out, you nock me off my feet
Sometimes I wonder what would happen if I never met you
How life would have been if my life weren’t a frog
Always looked at
Being dissected
And even as I look back
As I sit in front of you
I wish I’d die and choke on the words
Because every day, I mutter, I love you
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