taste the blood
swelling up your throat
hold it down
don't let it show
swallow the words
that cause irritations
spiking at the sense
and all meditation
but lie
it's so easy now
you should know
don't that out

taste the blood
as it stains your teeth
bend for them
you know that this means
you're in too deep
just let it all spill out
like a cut in a vein
heart stall, it's so main
so vital
but thrown away
lost it's taste
swallowed in vain
tasting like blood
that's the only flavor
'cause choking on words
is such a disaster

but it's all you can do
reality now is new
found in chosen few
if only they knew
the pain we suffer
when we can't speak
waiting for others
to call us weak

raw throat, 
rubbed raw
from evaporation
the words 
never stick
and here's your 
revelation
here's the truth
it's all for you
everyone, everything
and I just want to scream!

'cause it piles
and seeps into
the mouth
expelled with
breath and falls
off the lips

but this isn't me?
is that what you said?
terrified 'cause
now I'm using my own head!

i'll snap at you
if I need to
stop the lies
I won't fight...
for you.

so stop the shit
the blood it out
accompanied by lead
no time to shout 
If I'd'a shot you dead
tongue as a trigger
I could have finally said
all you deserve

but no

the blood spills up
reaches lips
swallowed back down

if I am weak
you are nothing
at least I know
that I am broken.