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I've changed grown up
In so short a time
Goodbye innocence
So long peace of mind
Swept into a life
worse than I thought possible
This is so hard
My life, so hateful
My mother, My father,
Both major fuckups
but nonetheless
I miss them so much
Here, and yet not
They don't realise I'm here
My mother too busy
and my father just grabs a beer
Do I exist,
If no one cares?
Pain engulfs me
and it's just too much to bear
Maybe i overexaggerate?
My life can't be that bad
yet I am curious
to know someone as sad
I must get through this though
And learn how to go on
Start looking to tomorrow
Though today may seem so long


      [ Walk the Line ]
Confused, alone,
I walk the line
Between sanity
And my mind
I need you
To lead me away
From my innermost fears
And keep them at bay
I'm lost in my head
And I just can't take it
Being without you is killing me
I don't think I can take this
But I suppose I must
For your sake and mine
So for now, for always
I shall walk the line


     [ Love you like Cyanide ]
You're a poison
That I can't resist (can't resist)
you're impossible for me
I can't help it
I love you so much
And it kills me (kills me)


{Chorus}
I love you like cyanide
Bitter almond scent alluring
Slowly ending my life
I love you like cyanide
Imminent death procuring
cutting through me like a scythe


Killing me
yet I don't care (don't care)
My Life is worth to spare (to spare)
I just want you here
With me, now til death
Which may be pretty near


{Chorus}


But I can't help myself (help myself)
your taste
so bittersweet
(not finished yet...any feedback?)


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This is why
you never trust your heart
to another living soul.
All that happens
is that you get hurt
and your heart stops feeling whole.
I can't believe
I thought you were different.
oh such a lie.
You said i was a beautiful person.
Take it back, Alex.
Because to you, it doesn't apply.


      [ My Sad Poem ]
I never thought
one person could make such a difference.
Give me life and take it away
all in a second.
And yet there you are
making me wish I was someone else
making me be someone else
all for you.
I'm alone, but you dont care.
all you see is my shell,
and not what lies inside.
I need you,
but you don't see that
all you see
is the exterior that is
me.