[Blood and Chocolate on my Fangs]: 253.From Soap To Fantasy

  Standing in the rain just to feel that sensation of life touching your skin. Caressing something hot just to know what it feels like. Being amused when you get hurt just because you can't understand why. Getting a thrill out of being furious, an adrenaline rush, and never understanding why. These are some of the things I think about at work. The stuff that makes sense anyway.

  I'm 19, love my job and the people I work with. I've been broken, reborn, and tortured. My philosophy is "the hardest thing in this world, is to live in it." A quote from a Buffy the Vampire Slayer episode. As a wiccan I feel the world around me like few others can ever dream. Being an Aquarius, I get very emotional. The two can be an awesome combination. I sorrow at death, no matter who died. Believe it or not I can even feel the earth's pain.

  My element is air, my sign a star. Controlling the weather is kinda a specialty. A rare and dangerous gift. I'm very intuitive and make a great personal diary. Friends come to me when they need help, no matter what the problem. Being a great listener I give them the time they need to explain or vent about the situation, then if they want it, I give advice on what they should do next.

  I am a bad teaser and flirter. Guy or girl, friends will always get the treatment.

  I am in love with a Virgo, and if you know your signs...the two don't usually mix well. That said, I know he is my soul mate, I don't care what astrology says. No better pair could be found. We are ying and yang, and yet exactly the same. An unconditional love.

  I work at the local grocery store in the deli. Working in the store part never made me happy. I get a great fulfillment out of working in the deli...not because of the food either. It is almost like a soap opera in there. Sex scandals, money laundering, and any stupid thing you see on those sappy shows can be found at my store. I made five new friends since I started there and wouldn't give them up for cookies. We play flirt and tease eachother as often as we can. Why just tonight me and my lover were in the store and the girl I work with blew a kiss at me. I of course blew one back, then she had me come over to her register so we could exchange "I love you's."

  Okay, enough of the background check. You get the picture. What I'm about to tell you is more interesting than any soap oprea store.