[Talenya]: 299.Poetry.I Want to be Back in Your Arms

Note: Another of the poems witten during a big and bad break-up. Not ment, but it was what was keenly felt when it first happened... ^^'

I want to be back in your arms,
Reliving all those days and nights I felt safe and warm,
When everything felt so right.
Now that you’re gone I feel how hard it is to go on,
It hurts every time I think of you and you’d think because of that it’d keep me form doing so,
But—baby I can’t lie to you, I never would and I never could, I can’t stop from wonderin’ how you are and what you’re doin’.
All my nights are cold and all my days are lonely,
As I wait for you to call,
Though my hope is slowly dimming with each day I wait to hear you say,
‘I’ve been missing you as much as you’ve been missing me,
Come back to me baby,
I was such a fool to let you go’
I know it will probably never happen but still I’ve got to dream,
‘cause once I stop I’ll know that I have died inside with no chance of revival.
I miss those nights we used to talk,
I miss those times I’d catch you staring, making me feel so gorgeous,
Like I was the only one,
You were changing for the good while you were with me Hon,
I miss the way you’d kiss me gently with the rising sun.
I wish I could bring back those days of your laughter with me by your side,
But you’re the one that left me and I’m the one who can’t move on,
I see you every once in a while and want to run to you,
But I know I’m not allowed,
That is some unspoken rule.
I want to feel your arms once more and kiss you for all its worth,
I want just one more chance to show you how you made me whole,
To show you how much I care,
But I told you all you had to do was ask and I’d walk away from you,
Though—I’d hoped to never have to keep that promise that I’d made.
I told you that I’d do it if that’s what you want and I’m sticking to my promise though it’s tearing me apart,
I do this out of love and seeing to your happiness above my own,
I hope that some day you’ll find the happiness I guess I just couldn’t provide.
I don’t say this to change your mind and I don’t say this for your sympathy,
I say this so that you’ll know that had I not given you my word I’d walk away,
I would have fought for you,
But I guess I’ll just have to be content with just being your friend,
To watch you through out the years with someone else on your arm,
And some day with your heart,
I hope that she’ll make you happy and keep you safe from harm.
I want to be back in your arms,
Reliving all those days and nights I felt safe and warm,
When everything felt so right.
Now that you’re gone I feel how hard it is to go on,
It hurts every time I think of you and you’d think because of that it’d keep me form doing so,
But—baby I can’t lie to you, I never would and I never could, I can’t stop from wonderin’ how you are and what you’re doin’.
All my nights are cold and all my days are lonely,
As I wait for you to call,
Though my hope is dimming with each day I wait to hear you say,
‘I’ve been missing you as much as you’ve been missing me,
Come back to me baby,
I was such a fool to let you go’
Though I know that I’m the fool for loving you so blindly,
But I can’t change my feelings,
I can’t take back my heart,
And, I know that no matter what I wouldn’t change anything if I could,
Doing so probably could ease the pain I feel in my heart,
But that would mean I’d be giving up being whole for even just the short time we were.