[w c 2525]: 454.My Darling I'm lonely

A day of missing you. One day of being tormented by fears that shouldn't be. Waiting for a phone call that simply will not come. Your not right next to me. Your not close enough to hold. I'm having trouble holding on without you right here. But I must handle this. I do not have a choice. You have things to do. A life not revolving around me. I must let you live it, and let you be free. In order for me to concentrate I must get you out of my mind because my dear king is clogging my vision. The only thing I know is you. The only one I see is you. I must go forward in time. I must not give up on you but simply let you be, because no matter how much I'm missing you. I know you'll always have to be mine...

My Darling.... I'm so lonely...