[Blood_suk'n Pirate]: 604.Gone and Now Back Again

Once there was this girl so hurt and misused,
Every guy she dated had hurt her somehow.
She stayed in her room just crying,
With no one to hold her inside and out.

Her little torn up heart crushed for all the world to see.
"How could he do that to me", she wondered.
A smile on her face made everyone around her happy,
Everyone saw the fake side, but they could never see the inner.

Broken and damaged she laid in her bed everynight,
Woke up the next morning with a soaking wet pillow.
Sobbing all night, wishing she was happy.
Not only externially but on the outside, also.

12am the night later she grabbed a knife.
Pressed it up against her wrist, wanting to cut.
Something held her back, she couldn't do it.
Dropping it she took a step back and felt like a nut.

A year later she's alive and breathing.
She still get down and sad at times, but now someone's there.
To help her cope with hard situation,
She hopes with all her heart that he won't leave and not care.

Happy and full of love, everyone around her sees the smile inside and out.
They know she is truly happy and not an act.
No more darkness, sadness, none of that sort.
Its all real she has gone, but noe she is back.

She has lived with a broken heart for awhile.
It's finally being mended and fixed.
Can you guess who the girl is?
And can you guess what happens next?