[AuroraLumos]: 733.The Nameless

This is just a random bit of spur of the moment angst I did after being a total idiot! XD

His Name
I do know it.
His Name.

The memorys all return,
The good,
The bad,
The real,
The imaginary,
The dreams,
The nightmares.

He loves me,
He loves me not,
He loves me,
He loves me not,

The petals keep falling.

I love him,
I love him not,
I love him,
I love him not,

I hate it;
Not knowing.

Crush truth,
Spread lies,
Live on.

Nervous when I see him
Near fainting when he speaks,
He touched my chest.

I nearly died.

He offered,
I refused.

What was I thinking?

Just once would have been enough,
Once, and I could have carried on,
One way
Or another.