[Blood_suk'n Pirate]: 604.Damaged soul, but still a sweetheart

Tears swelling up in my eyes, the pain piercing in my heart.
Why do I keep thinking it's somehow my fault. Now that we are apart.
Please tell me this isn't happening again. I'm so fucking tired of the hurt.
Can't you see the pain you've cause in this sweethearted girl?
Is this it for me? Should I always be the one to give my all in a love?
And have my heart on the ground as I am shoved?
No this can't be. My worse fear coming true.
Dying along? Who wants that for themselves and be blue?
Bullshit Fuck no it won't happen to me. If I just die right now.
Look what's in my hand a gun. Ready to enter in my mouth.
Unless someone gives me a Damn good reason why I shouldn't do this.
Come on DAMMIT I can't wait to die and get away from the SHIT.
This is what happens when someone is tired of getting hurt by someone.
They give up. They put the pain on the others, as payback. But not this one.
You know this girl is stronger than them. She has fight.
She has survive through so much. She did crack and almost died.
But she is still here. So how is this any different from that?
Two drugs she was addicted to one was smoked the other touched, making her blind as a bat.
Both gave her pain. But you want to know the true difference between crack and you?
The love for crack has disappeared, but the love for you will go on forever that is true.
I will never forget the happiness that you have brought me.
Now I know what REAL love is supposed to feel like. Both nice and Sweet.
From the bottom of my tender, precious heart I still love you my Guardian Angel
Thanks for the loving, caring, and being faithful.
Remember I am always here and I will forever be your Lips Of An Angel.