[Blood_suk'n Pirate]: 604.Stronger now without you

How could this happen again?
Another heartbreak, a returning friend.
No please tell this isn't true.
Why does this have to end and I start a new. Many times I have tried to wake myself up.
But FUCK it's just not going to work, it's not enough.
What else can I do before I decide to die?
Hating you is impossible so why should I?
Everything of me, I gave to you, even a tender heart.
In three months it was healing just fine. But now it's falling apart.
Just to let you know I loved you to death. You knew it.
So why do I feel that you don't give a shit?
Of how I feel and how I felt about us?
Letting that go is hard but I must.
With all that I am and ever was,
Is devoted to love and not lust.
Didn't you see the amount that I've shown.
For a pervert I loved, from a nymph you owned.
How am I supposed to live without you now?
Should my mind be full but have a closed mouth?
Shut to hold all emotions in the heart, which it fills?
Or do I keep writing down what they are and let them spill.
Yeah maybe I should do that part. Just let them out, let them escape.
If I do something else that would be a BIG mistake.
Losing my life over some guy that made me sad.
And having all that love me be against him and mad.
No, I can't, I rather end this poem and not my life.
Because this is one thing that makes me stronger as it passes by.