I got inspiration, now I just need motivation...


Love... hate... roar.

Nooow I get to do the fun thing and give excuses!

I've been first, extremely busy with school. It is testing time, and although I do not have to take the standardized tests this year or next, I have 'block hours' for school -- meaning I take about 2 hour long classes each day. And with all that, comes a -ton- of homework, busy work, and projects.

I've also been focusing on my car. The Jeep I'm driving is having a few problems, and my insurance is acting funny. And lately, I've been having some allergic reactions to -something-, but we don't know what, yet. I have to go to the doctor's to find out!

Add that with some personal stress of life with boys, friends, and overall ... stuff... let's just say we have a very busy Emily who wishes she could magically make more time!

I should be returning more regularly over the next two weeks, and then I am being shipped off to my dad's on the 1st of April for about a week, for Spring Break. I think he has Internet, but I'm not sure... if he does, it's slow, so I won't be using it much.

Whew. Okay. I hope that explains somewhat of my absence...

Sin of Lust Results is now up. Congratulations to all contestants!!

My apologies for not being more active in WC... I will be soon, after I get my research paper half-done and once my life gets put together.

We are trying to work out cars and insurance and all before I'm really allowed to drive, since my mom's car isn't working. I can't be put on my father's insurance until I manage to get into Oklahoma. We are hoping that will happen in the first week of April instead of mid-June.

Oh well. Less chance for me to get in an accident if I just don't drive... wewt.

I scored an 89. He graded tough and I suck at right hand turns. :(

Okay, I kind of lied. Snow melted, sun is shining...

And I have a license. WEWT!

Thanks to snow I don't get my license.

I got a 91% on my written test! :D

Now just got to take the driver's test and my license is in the bag.

Meh.

WritersCo is not a dating service!

Post your stories! Post your poems!

Join the contests! Get into the forums! BE INVOLVED!

Much love, muah.

All right. After about 4 years of thinking, I believe I have finally come up with the type of tattoo I would like.

It will be a celtic tribal tattoo of a sun, and it will be placed on my inner left wrist. I know these aren't cut in half, but it is amazingly hard to find a sun tattoo design that's celtic and... not whole. But since I have to wait and keep thinking about it, I've got time to work something out.

Oh, and it's a little obsessive... but it's supposed to be a half-sun for sunset. You know... Fall Out Boy's, "Got a sunset in my veins." I just love that line for some reason...

"Sophomore Slump Or Comeback Of The Year" - Fall Out Boy,  Chorus and plus some.

"Are we growing up or just going down?
It's just a matter of time until we're all found out.
Take our tears and put 'em on ice,
'Cause I swear I'd burn this city down to show you the light.

There's a drug in the thermostat to warm the room up,
And there's another around to help us bend your trust,
Got a sunset in my veins!
And I need to take a pill to make this town feel okay."

And I MIGHT get another one on my inner right wrist, but we will see how that plays out.

I'd like to add color to it, though. Black's too boring. Perhaps blue fading to yellow? Hm. I tend to like those colors.


Anyway!

Bad [Hedda], BAD!!

NO breaking the world!

I did some reading for [Kuzco] and [SleepingDragon].

Have to get [Kaimee] all read up.

... sooo tired. But now I have an extra hour to my day :D.

"Cowards die many times before their deaths."

Meh. I called him to break up with him, he comes to my house and ends up hugging and kissing me, then he leaves and doesn't bother calling. So I snap and call him and basically give him a rant message asking who he's screwing on the side and why he will NEVER call me if he loves me so much. Sorry I'm not good enough for Mr. Bigshot, LET'S-ALL-GET-HIGH Ryan!

Fickle jerkoff.

Okay, I've made a lot of promises this past week or so to read some stuff and comment... first on my list is [Kaimee] for winning my 100 words contest.

As for everyone else, if you could please leave a blog entry, I would appreciate that. I get far too many messages a day to be able to keep up with who's who and what's what -- I can easily just read a blog entry and say 'Oh, I have to do that!' and hop to it. Also in these blog entries, feel free to mention which stories you want read or which you don't, along with any additional information you wish for me to keep in mind.

I don't plan on having a very busy weekend, so I should be able to get around to everyone in due time.

Thanks!

Sin of Lust has launched and I encourage ya'll to join and also to read what the so-far contestants have written.

Right now we've got:

1. [fanfic_addict04] - 295.ContestEntry
2. [SleepingDragon] - 268.Erotica.Heavy Metal Love

Both have been fantastic so far. I can't wait to read what others have in mind. :D

Make sure to visit Free to Write and join in some other contests!

Feeling pretty frustrated lately. Ryan went off to Canada... I can understand him not calling me since he costs his mother about 1 grand every month (plus she's paying for his college, college tuition, and tons of other stuff), but when I call him that's on -my- tab, not his. And he gets free minutes to Canada, Mexico, and anywhere in the States after 9 and on weekends.

WHY WON'T THE S.O.B. CALL ME? I've called him at least 4 times this weekend, just trying to tell him that I got my cell phone back and we're working on the license (but failing).

If he got drunk, high, or looked/thought about sexually/had sex with any other girl he's out. Again.

I can't take it if he doesn't love me enough to even want to talk to me for ten minutes each day. If he'd rather be getting high with his friends, fine, but don't put it on MY stress meter. I'm not going to date a stoner.

Man. When we first started dating he was 100% clean. No drugs, whatsoever, no alcohol, no need for that stuff. And now it's 'Getting high makes me happy.' Well, GOOD FOR YOU, RYAN. I guess I should just end it now. I don't even know when he's telling me the truth anymore.

I'll have to get my stuff from his place, though. That's gonna be a bitch.

So I got my phone hooked up but I forgot to get the Internet hooked to it too. I'll have to call Sprint back up in the morning.

The HotSync is not working with it, either. It's either my computer and my non-computer abilities or the charger. My guess it's my computer, and that I did not get to install all the components before my computer's CD-ROM crapped out.

But, once I get Internet on the phone I will be able to connect to HotSync via the Sprint way. Woot.

I'll have to have Ryan take a look at it, even if he is making me feel so unloved...

And the cell phone has arrived -does a little dance.-

It's really cool and sleek, but I can't seem to make any calls even though it's supposed to be registered to me... Been on hold with Sprint for a long time now... my neck hurts @.@.

-Infinitely plays with new, confusing cell phone.-

Wewt Samsung i330... too bad you signed up with Sprint 'cause this is an awesome phone!

I have just added my own contest to Free to Write, called Sin of Lust. [Kuzco] is currently holding a contest titled Revenge, and [Aeolynn] is holding one called Picture Perfect.

Aside of all that, I have added What is 'HDP'? for fellow FTW people to use as a guideline... please read the warning before fully reading the wiki page.

Since finals are over, I am freee... freeee I tell ye, freee!!

Also, check out the Contest forum!! Whoo! <joinforum:15:join> (WC Contests)